You are pulled between conflicting wants and oughts. Your sense of duty says work and service to others comes first, but you also have your own needs to consider. There are times when you are happy to give to others, but there are also times when you feel deprived because no one is reciprocating. Feeling resentful only makes you feel worse. Give yourself the odd treat to boost your spirits, and it will all work much better.
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